Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Gratitude - Day 4

Today I am grateful for:

~The bright sunshine that slices through the bluest Colorado skies. It's uplifting to walk out into it.

~Little Big Man so graciously helped me with the laundry today. I did not ask him to, and did not intend to. He just started hanging things up and trying to be so helpful. I love him so. I love all three of them so.

~Some mornings, a Cinnamon Dolce latte just hits the spot in a special way that nothing else would.

~Seeing C, with his good hearted, sweet nature. I wished he didn't have to go so fast, but I was glad to see him. Also, a friend from my old work called me to tell me she is having a boy, something a tarot reading I did for her predicted a few months ago (with The Sun). I have to remind myself of these two things today when I feel sad, and like no one likes me, or that I don' have any friends. Yes, inside I am still a seven year old, too, sometimes, like my NicNoodle.

~I am grateful for the soft tears on my cheek as I read some old letters from S. They weren't the torrent I had feared, just tender acknowledgment that it was there, and for that time, it was good. It's so hard to hurt, but it was so good to love.